new beginnings

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 It's hard to believe that the one thing that helped instantly cure my insomnia turned out to be quitting my toxic corporate job. The moment I no longer felt pressured to perform and go against my personal integrity, I could doze off in an instant and sleep through the night.

I'm now trying to remember all the things I wanted to be doing all along and never had time for. Writing long lists. Lots of planning.

Trying to fit in an entire life after a draining 9 to 5 turned out to be beyond my powers. I'm glad I no longer have to do this.

It was good while it lasted.

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